i feel safe in conflict and thats my promise nothing resolved i don’t want to lose it can’t stop getting older

[verse] i took risk and it paid, like 10 years late, i swear you made me this way its a fine line, on the cusp of greatness, and i blame online, why'd i get so selfish, gotta be on time never go out nameless, and i'm stiff and bloated, hope i go out painless they say death is slow, but i feel decaying, theres world of vampires, trying to suck and drain me [chorus] and they want my life, thats not a trade on the table, still trying make it to heaven, but i don't think i'll be able and they want my mind but it was never for sale still trying make it to heaven, but i don't think i'll be able [verse 2] i always knew it was fate, had to play my position, had to patiently wait suicidal persuasion, on like numerous occasions, fighting off ideatiation, nihilism consumed, i've never seen liberation, never been at peace, mind is frail and diseased, i was raised on a dream, i was failing to sleep, barely made it to eat lacking decency, neglect the simplist of processes- the basic of needs [chorus] and they want my life, thats not a trade on the table, still trying make it to heaven, but i don't think i'll be able and they want my mind but it was never for sale still trying make it to heaven, but i don't think i'll be able [bridge] and they want my life, and they want my mind you wouldn’t last a second no it wouldnt be fair you couldn't fill my boots run a mile in my shoes this aint the life for you must been confused and they want my life, and they want my mind you wouldn’t last a second it wouldnt be fair you couldn't fill my boots run a mile in my shoes this aint the life for you must been confused and they want my life, and they want my mind and they want my life, and they want my mind and they want my life, and they want my mind and they want my life, and they want my mind and they want my life, and they want my mind and they want my life, and they want my mind you wouldn’t last a second it wouldnt be fair you couldn't fill my boots run a mile in my shoes this aint the life for you [breakdown]

In the dead of night, I roam the earth With a blackened heart and a cursed birth No light can penetrate my soul it was rigged winning move was not being born

[verse] got the suttin online, thats a boom bye bye german whip on a tyrant ting, i will rise it like chairman mao these yutes think they can’t get touched, not saying im a nonce or pervy guy i don’t flirt you could firm this try, it’s confirmed, i got grub that’s fantastic, now they’re asking do i know walter white war with me? they don’t want war with I i got dogs like im maining skye they’re like sheeesh, when i shoot, VAR woulda said his head offside 44 long, when i rise i will put his brain in the sky [hook] huh like, they’re eager to die fisher price, my first militia's been online e-bikes with sidecars and liberators and 3D ghost guns to give it to them huh, like they’re eager to die fisher price, my first militia's been online e-bikes with sidecars and liberatorsll and 3D ghost guns to give it to them [verse]

[verse] heroin sundayyyys, turn to heroin mondays i guess this is the enddddd i’d like to say it was a pleasureee but frankly i’ve always wanted to see the other side (heh) i guess now, it's now or neverrr my morbid impulse so shooters shoot and now i see the light the light the light [refrain] and now i see the light and now i see the light and now i see the light [hook] you are my maiden; the spoils of war in the battle for my heart you are my maiden; the spoils of war in the battle for my heart and now i see the light, the light and now i see the light and now i see the light you are my maiden you are my maiden the spoils of war in the battle for my heart [outro] and now i see the light, the light and now i see the light, the light and now i see the light, the light

i want to make it to heaven but i don’t think it will happen but the noose of usury perpetually trapped us it’s a razor wire and it’s one of the same and hope you're well can’t fair in your absence now my brain is zapping how much trauma to take if i die i’m haunting you, kept me underrated keep me in the dark, i don’t deserve the knowledge i was built for my masters, built to generate profit i don’t care bout your genre i don’t care bout your scene or the guy i got to network with to fill all my dreams they will learn it the hard way, don’t care about consequences i'm a breath of fresh air, but my lungs are just aching i’m emaciated, visible serratus trying to shock and then taze them, blackest of operations, feel my full frustration i was militant with it i got my gang in formation neglect and stripped down, the purpose is clear now the aim is blinding the fear it fears me, i hold it for ransom no more distractions, no talk all actions element of surprise, i attack they’re reacting you got limited options, everything is a conflict, how do you want it, either with me or opposite spiralling out, l but i never got nauseaus got accustomed to speed, the g force and the torque got a 100 more in me and then its down to the morgue sick of sharing the air and all the worlds resources was sick of all the comfort, the plush and lushness all pudgy and soft it makes me sick to my stomach all ruled by lust, with no long term prospects, all neurotic and fucked up, trapped with passive aggression fuck a stiff upper lip, bellow deep from the chest and then i sleep like baby, while ur twisting in bed i reject all your messages, i reject what is said architect of the arsonists, arguing for the embers i was sleep deprived, the shadow people arrived, not a milisecond late they were perfect on time would have been surprised, but this is not my first ride felt their company amongst me at like numerous times trying to ruin my night, trying to fuck up my vibe Inshallah, I will surpass the whos who of the guys and resisance is an option but it's futile to try i could make a man a martyr if he's dying to die only person that could hurt me's buried between my eyes wasn't always built this way, i wouldn't sit here and lie but circumstances had advanced it's either crumble or rise be the sheep or the lion, but many don't know it's a choice they think the role's predefined from the feeble of minds, they were wishing you defeat and trying to weigh you right down even if it all fails, at least i attempted to try

[verse] She call me stoic told her Go watch the glo up I dump tapes oh now they notice i hit the jerk spot i need to nourish man i wax poetic Minimal branding, max effort with flexes A lot of niggas got raised, now forever indebted I got belly birthing niggas on the third trimester they aint getting the message No sms, no text message Forever stay independent, sit back Build blocks like the shit was Tetris Grimey so my shit knocks like health inspectors I need a crop, with big buds to complete the session Beats knocked up now the speakers pregnant So Best believe, and since a seed, that I been a menace Thats why feel no ways when I leave the Trenches Couple niggas got trapped, Consumed with depression What you do? Since a Yute, man hes been ur bredrin I’m in the coupe, with a zoot, kick back and meditate There aint no way that the Fame could change me 35s straight to my face I’m aiming, birthday cake ran the fade on my brain [hook] make your dad mad girl make your dad mad make your dad mad girl make your dad mad make your dad mad girl make your dad mad make your dad mad i know you’ll make your dad mad [punk outro] bro there’s a voice in my head telling me to get a rebound so I fuck me instead and i’m screaming to drown it out seldom a healthy thought when there is a voice in my head i don’t feel fulfilled i feel dead i’ll be better off loving myself

i wont hurt i wont hurt one day i wont hurt i wont hurt one day how can you compete i don’t sleep corpse maker life lost in my palms 1000 years purgatory my sentance my penance paid i’m in a lurk in a broke down kia niggas fake like the ghost of kiev you ain’t never seen 100 racks destitute the most vocal, i fear if you broke thats my phobia i will be in purgatory for 1000 years suffering so inert go to hell for her penance paid penance paid