FUCKING HELL I JUST WANT TO NOT LIVE

by privacydied

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I wanna die in the medic tent in fabric
You will never seek solace in death
you will never is have the pleasure of joining the 27 club
you are never leaving legacy
Everything will be mediocre it will never be glossed over and puzzled for ages
you will be forgotten and never forgiven for all the Misdeeds is that you have done
You will constantly self loath and scars will permanently riddle your arms
Your friends family and anyone that had ever cared about you
will give up on you they will let you die in squalor in filth in pain
You picked substance abuse over self-improvement
You're a failed human in every definition of the word, and that was the most humorous aspect of this is you brought this on yourself
you tried so hard to become an addict and now congratulations
I hope this shame constantly weighs on your mind every second of the day
every second, every waking moment of your life
All I ask is I hope you're happy that you're now the embodiment of edginess that you wanted to become.1

Here it is, the antithesis of existence. The final frontier. The note that concludes and resolves the 'Story' that is Tariq Taybi.

First of all I would like to thank those who were ever close to me, whether it was a drunken encounter or whether you decided u met the criteria of being my friend.

I want to present my unconditional love to my mother, father, sister and my younger brother. I lack the vocalisation skills to express my feelings towards you, and my mediocre C grade English paragraph is not going to do justice, just know that I've had a better upbringing than most. Thanks to you (hold this emoji ❤️ it’s the most i could do)

Good times or bad, fun was had.

But due to the conditions of me right now, mentally and physically i cannot continue my presence on this planet anymore.

Significant Others:

C I want to apologise for all my sociopathic tendencies, you know my self esteem at the time was non existent, and any semblance of skinny love or bizarre friends with benefits relationship was not going to end well, of all the girls I've ever been involved with, I hold deep regret for the way I treated you the most. If I ever became some magical expensive artist, I would write you a cheque worth a ludicrous sum of money. knowing it wouldn’t change a thing.

H, you taught me about a lot of cool bands, and other music, but you're going to end up like the cold Courtney Love type if you don't change your attitude, sooner or later.

J, stop seeking be attention of other guys, make your own happiness, your photography is good, rely on that.

And on that note, I part the planet with the remaining semblance of peace and tranquility I wish I remained with.

Goodbye, see you in the next life.

- Tariq Taybi.

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released February 5, 2016

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